Saturday, August 10, 2013

bad dream last night

I've been playing with glitter recently (doing a project).  In my dream, I was with a bunch of kids, and they were all adding glitter to my feet and shoes.  I was literally coated with glitter up to my ankles.  Then I needed to go to the store, so I drove over there, and when I got out of the car I went "Oh crap, my feet are still covered in glitter".

Then I went "Ah, who cares, I'm just gonna run in.  Probably nobody will even notice it".  After walking inside the store for about 20 feet, suddenly somebody pushed me from behind.  Then they started punching me, followed by jumping on my back taking me down to the floor.  I started elbowing this person, but they just wouldn't let go or stop hitting me, so I started to get up again.  Then they started stabbing my in the neck with a blunt object.  Finally I had enough, so I picked up a heavy object and started to beat them (then I woke up because my dogs were licking me).  I'm not sure if it was "just that time of the morning", or if I was moving around in my sleep and they were worried about me.

Even though no words were spoken in the dream, I could sense that this person attacked me because they were homophobic and wanted to teach me a lesson.  Almost as if the idea had been implanted into my head without actually hearing words.  I always try to learn what lesson was being taught in my dream, but I'm not sure what it is.  I HAVE been having thoughts of dressing up and going for a drive lately (something I still haven't done, I'm always inside the house).  Wonder if my brain is going through what would happen if I were attacked with dressed up, what choices would I make to defend myself?